I‘ve spent my whole life giving into all of my self-destructive tendencies. I’ve been so unwilling to accept the life I‘ve been given as my own that I tend to get myself hurt over and over again as if that’s going to change anything. For a while I was convinced I was just going to kms soon anyways, but I‘ve realized recently that I really don’t have that in me and that was a big wake up call. I‘m done applying self-hatred and a desire to see myself hurt onto every single decision I make. I‘m learning to love who I am and accept the one I am right now, regardless of what’s to come. Everyone deserves to live a happy life, and that includes me. It includes you, too <3