I dread my birthday every year, coming out of a winter depression. the last thing i wanna do is plan anything. my birthday is April 11th, and i wanna plan something outdoors, but i'd say i got a 50/50 chance that the weather will cooperate, so i desperately need to spice it up. i am so over birthday dinners, i eat out all the time it's lost the special factor (my own fault lol)