kinda going thru it here. I haven’t been able to create in a while, I can’t focus on gaming or tv, I have never been a person that stays in bed either I’m always out and about but still everything feels is dull and stupid. I feel like I’ve lost the ability to have fun as well as have hope but I don’t want that to be the case. Any ideas big or small are welcome. Sorry if I’m being a downer!