i'm in the process of making a career pivot and honestly, it's getting so overwhelmed toward everything right now. esp when considering this currently saturated job market where it feels literally impossible to start over again. for the first time i'm actually determined to commit to something professionally serious and having become super hooked to every bits of the field. however, the self-doubt keeps growing, plus the actual sport in making time for the learning while having another job, which i'm not really sure if i could ever break into it...