Oh boy oh me oh my Me and one of my best friends of 2 years recently became wildly intoxicated and confessed a love for each other that is yet to be understood. Neither of us have had extensive gay experience (him none at all). Some multitudes currently I contain are; A worry that we both are simply lonely and reached out to the only foothold of human connection in reach. A feeling that I must fall completely and utterly for this boy, or not at all (and that is perhaps a more true kind of love than any of which I have felt before.) A fear of loosing a friendship, that’s stability has been essential to my well-being (and honestly sanity) in recent years. An unknown of if I can even imagine myself in romantic partnership with a man (and the confusion between what I feel and what the world contributes that I may have to unlearn.) Any advice is appreciated. very confused. much love to you all 4>