sometimes it's okay to be do things for poetic reasons in a kind of cringe way. actions speak louder than words, yes, but they can also be just as layered, discrete, abstract, etc.
Even if it sucks so much it's a nice little time to just write your little words. Like journaling but sexier and more mysterious or whatever. SO romantic to say I'm writing poetry when really it's more or less a journal entry with lots of figurative language
oh my godd i love this channel so much. its been my YouTube sleepytime channel for like 6 months now, its like MTV cribs for weird old men who build beautiful off-grid houses. full ted kaczynski mode. one day i will join them inshallah