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One day i will create a breathtaking artwork that will tell the story of my life in a way which retroactively makes every cringe thing I ever did non-cringe in a way by redeeming it through some transformative narrative structure. then i will finally be safe to expose the truth of my journey to the world
Jan 27, 2024
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important part of moving on for me…getting the story on the page solidifies it, encases it in amber, makes it no longer something alive in your head. try it and see‼️
Jan 20, 2025
I’m Literally 28 years old but this morning I got up early to go to the bookshop before work so I could pick up a copy of Onyx Storm which was released today.
Idk why I expected to be the only one but there was a bunch of other girls already there all just as excited about it as i was. I didn’t know any of them and will probably never see them again but we all shared that little moment in the book shop then all went our seperate ways to go and enjoy the same story and idk that really got me. One girl even said “enjoy your copy” as she left which honestly made my day.
Anyway the moral of this story is to live your life being as cringey and nerdy as you want to be because I nearly didn’t go thinking it was kind of a lame thing to do and maybe it was but it also brightened up an otherwise boring January Tuesday 🖤
Jan 21, 2025
I don't really know how to start this post, so I'll let out the word vomit.
As days pass, I sometimes find myself more confident, appreciating my physical appearance and grateful for what I can handle mentally and emotionally. Some days I acknowledge I'm smart, pretty, funny.
Yet other times I can't see any of that.
A lot of times I don't really see myself as pretty, incapable of remembering a simple equation, I feel as if I'm a wet towel thrown on my friend's and loved ones. Maybe I compare myself to others often and that's my issue, that I see myself as lowly yet other times I put my self worth as high.
I'm a very back and forth kind of girl if you didn't know already. I do have my moments however when I give in and embrace what I am, a girl who spends more time doing my makeup than studying, and what I enjoy like playing Hello Kitty games when I finish schoolwork or watch reality television, maybe spiral into a rabbit hole of lore after learning about a new game.
But I can't deny the weirdness I feel when nobody understands what I'm talking about.
They say 'to be cringe is to be free' but God does it make you writhe with displeasure when you're the cringey one.
I'm coming to accept and realize that I can be harsh and cruel to myself, especially when it comes to my abilities to perform hobbies I'm passionate about. I've stopped drawing for a month because of these impending thoughts.
It's like wearing a suit of flesh in hopes of getting some idea of what you are for some sense of clarity.
Maybe it's because I am just a girl, or it's the human experience nobody talks about. If we did, maybe we wouldn't feel as alone or awkward but oh well, what can you do?
Slowly but surely I have come to accept and embrace myself despite the faults I carry.
Feb 19, 2025
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We need to mostly return to medieval times, just the general vibes and rhythm And je ne sans quoi of how things were back then.
Jan 28, 2024
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I don’t like posting anymore because on Twitter i get mostly comments from unhinged right wingers and on Instagram from hs and college friends who think im weird
But on the perfectly imperfect app? Who knows
Jan 27, 2024
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Ngl I get jealous of gay people a lot they just seem to be having more fun, are more interesting people on average, and get to avoid the constant stress of men and women not understanding each other or getting along. Unfortunately I’m not gay myself though But it seems better Tbh. (Please don’t take this the wrong way!)
Jan 27, 2024