you see they’re looking at you but maybe they’re not blinking and suddenly you feel like they are wanting 100% eye contact don’t even glance once kinda thing and you’re like whoa man that’s a little heavy but you’re scared that if you look away you will have lost the battle but now you can’t focus on what you were talking about because you’re remembering that this might be a symptom of autism and that would be wild but it seems like everyone’s kinda claiming autism now and maybe it would be chill and you could find some community through that and you unlock a new confidence and start not making eye contact as a point you’re trying to prove now about self acceptance