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my tummy aches but i’ve eaten my rice
sitting in socks well sewn striking static
upon a carpet wooly shorn precise
my stomach has not taken lactic
so shutting my eyes and dreaming of shores
i wish that these floors were not so frigid
or i would dance flame friction on top boards
beneath three blanket covers lay rigid
“what do you wish” for my eye lids shut tight
wish not to explode, decompose, lay over
wish not to evade, do lax oversight
wish not to even dodge living older
no, a courageous will must brave worry
wish for favorable fortune’s journey
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i truly love when people embrace the simple things in life, those are what truly builds foundations for love and wonder in one’s world.
this morning as i awoke alarmingly late, i could feel my body creak like an ancient tree. seeming wisdom seeping through the cracks yet realistically was more the product of poor sleep. i felt like a mummy awaking from its tomb and glimpses of life capturing its eye and reeling it towards reality. but this time i didn’t want to rise. i just wanted to lay. wriggle, roll, and wither below my blankets. stretching stagnantly yet efficiently.
i found so much joy in my cocoon of blankets. inching up and down across my sheets, as if i was about to break through but couldn’t leave the confines of comfort.
it was this simple thing as i peered through my cubby’s window that truly made my day. simplicity in sleepiness.
Nov 28, 2024
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i am sick in bed. to lay in your sick is to lay with your self. To lay with your quiet coughing and distorted voices from your phone and footfalls of other bodies in the house moving, shadows underneath the door a certain essence of a person unconfirmed until i open or crack a sliver and then i will know for sure. that it is not a spirit come to whisk me away but a hand knocking to offer me advil. so i dream wistlessly as i lay in my sick and i hope to go be small enough to live in the nests of flowers and plats at the greenhouse. But oh I must have my phone with me and a sketch book and my partner and some clothes- maybe a skirt. maybe i will have wings too and i will go visit friends from corners where they cant fully see me- shadows under the door i could be anything, anyone, until they open
Jan 24, 2024
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Found this in my Drafts
🍒CHERRY COUGH DROPS
Been a minute since I’ve had one Wish my health wasn’t perfect so I could truly indulge
Last Updated Nov 20, 23 7:17 PM
>Be me
>Predict my bout of illness via PI Draft
>Didn’t even get a cherry cough drop
Also Don’t say I willed myself sick by wishing for bad health. The forces that be know when I am being serious and when I am just having a chuckle
Dec 14, 2023
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same goes for large sweater oversized trousers great hat huge t-shirt and all other forms of grand cloth
Jan 28, 2024
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Being anti popular culture does not inherently make you cultured — BUT! You should be in love with what you LOVE!!
Apr 6, 2024
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my mother always says life is about peaks and valleys but to allow these changes to be learning moments.
people fear the tower, calling for change and reconstruction, but i see it as an opportunity to learn from challenge.
Jun 6, 2024