i value repetition & loudness (volume & atmosphere) for my meltdown music . both of these songs (by julian casablancas & the voidz + sufjan stevens) have almost meditative flows that you can tap into especially when listening loud & on repeat , building until they are all encompassing .
the heavy distorted riff in sadness & the mantra of i want to be well (i‘m not fucking around!) have been steady accompaniments to many of my meltdowns , spiritual & otherwise .
tbt to scream/crying i want to be well in the car on calgary highways 🤘🥲
yeah this is the shit i want to contain how this app makes me feel and stare at the container or shake it up and watch the snow fall upon the (literal and) metaphorical frozen landscape of joy
Dunno how Tyler cracked the code but somehow I’m looking at a feed of gratitude lists instead of doom scrolling passive agressive buckshot that wants me to kill myself. This is the best thing on the internet since tumblr.
you recognized my Fields of Land sweater at Space Prom, it was so wild to me that i’d meet anyone outside of NYC who knew of this tiny brand that in the moment I think I just said “yooo it is!! that’s so crazy!!” or something and dapped you up. we chatted for a bit to see if we had any mutual friends from the city but I don’t think we did. eventually you got back to your friends but later in the night you walked past again and I think we both just gave a nod and said “yo.” never got your name or gave you mine, who were you fashionable stranger??
