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Can’t stop saying things like ““ordering an americano and a chocolatine for breakfast”” ““”washing your hands”“” ”””opting to not wear a scarf today because it’s 2 degrees””” to myself
I swear it’s like a CBT technique but better
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i was actually just having this convo with someone! i find that people who do have a monologue like me find it hard to believe people don’t. i’ve heard you guys think in feelings and connections like a flow chart but like how do you do that without words lol. for me the voice doesn’t belong to anyone! it’s not mine, it’s not gendered, it’s not identified…it’s just a voice. i also find people without an internal monologue seem to think we have a narrator dictating our every action but it a bit more abstract than that.
my brain is never quiet as there’s always a voice processing my emotions, reactions and perceptions at all times. but the processing isn’t complete thoughts with proper punctuation, just a constant barrage of information, working in tandem with images and feelings. its likely why i’m prone to over thinking and snowballing (when i was on SSRIs briefly, it all definitely got more quiet up here).
also, i’ve noticed a lot of people who don’t have a monologue also can’t do the classic “picture the apple” test but is that the case? if you can picture the apple do you think pictorially? i just couldn’t imagine not having my consciousness mutter in the back of my head constantly.
Sep 30, 2024
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have you ever been so aware that you are being self aware that it feels like you're in a play acting out another scene of your life
Jan 9, 2025
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inviting all your friends into your house then eating dinner with them and then playing cards? Idyllic! A hard-to-come-down-from HIGH you can’t get anywhere else
Last night I got help cooking, cleaning, repotting my plants and packing for my trip! All cause I said; hey come over for dinner! magic is real
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The white haired man reading tomes on my bus, where do you go once you get into the metro station?
Do you too see our friend with the scraggly beard in the Russian hat and floor length trench coat?
the Father and I get off at the same stop, but the daughter stays on after muttering over a response to an “i love you” she probably gets daily
Jan 24, 2024
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By heart - that’s to know it with your heart
Poems, monologues, songs, prayers; i Can call them up at any time and be kept company by friends with Greater Minds than me
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