yeah i did regret inviting you to stay over this weekend and yes i was trying to scheme up a way to cancel but you got sick before i could come up with an excuse. so now i don't have to host without feeling the guilt of cancelling
i wanted to cancel all my weekend plans to sit on the couch and eat popcorn, but i decided it'd be better to just fucking go anyway. there's so much time for me to hangout at home alone, i should enjoy the times i can see my friends