How do you sleep so easy after putting me down so hard I told you I was worried And you said you were too but that you loved me and I would have believed that but you didn’t look up from your phone when you said it Enchanted and in love with the video playing on your screen The one that had your attention and affection while I laid in bed next to you salivating like a dog waiting to be noticed and touched by a kind-looking man on the street Do you remember what you were watching? Me either. But I know where I stand you say it’s always about me it’s always about me It’s always about me But it isn’t it’s about us And it’s upsetting to know that we don’t exist anymore
Feb 3, 2024

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