this is a targeted rec and it may be pathetic, but only slightly.
really what i love about this is the realization of love’s power. you can get the shit kicked out of you emotionally and still feel love. the very thing that kicks you down is the one that will raise you up and i just find that so touching.
the yearning sucks, but the love is what keeps me going and ultimately it’s what’s made me happy in the end.