i big big big hate making decisions and stress that whatever i pick will be the wrong choice, but i have found that the more i decide internally to just commit to whichever choice, i try to let go and let the universe take it from there. until time travel is invented, no one can go back in time and change their decisions so there is no point in considering what another option would have been like. it's just an exercise in misery that is best avoided. do what feels good and don't look back.