Seems unreal!To be honest, I feel thankful! WTF I DID IT! I will say the hardest thing was learning to deal/welcome all the suppressed emotions. Let me tell you…Girl!!! They hit HARD! Again, this is not to say you should go sober. I believe everyone has their own relationship with drugs/alcohol. Some healthy and some not so much. You choose what works for your body. For me drinking/drugs were “coping vices” I would drawn myself to not feel. So much so that I wanted to be NUMB.
It got dark for a period. Cold. I needed something harder. That’s when I decided to go cold turkey. Now 1 year later! ✨