the trick is to create ambiguity about what u think of him, or what u want him to think of u... this ambiguity starts as affected or performed but if u do it right it might turn into legit ambiguity and thats when it gets really fun
today was beautiful and i wasn’t gonna wait around for anybody else so i could seize it!! went for a walk in the park and then to cafe i like to do some work, what did you guys do?
this is how you find love. i used to go out dancing by myself because i felt like i could dance more freely around strangers than my friends - i didn’t want to embarrass myself in front of them. but i’m trying to let that go of that now and allow myself to falter around my friends and let them love me anyway.