and having to use all my willpower to stop myself from breaking into a spontaneous dance
sun on my skin and shygirl in my ears. #inlovewithliving
May 8, 2024
May 8, 2024
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sometimes just blasting ur favorite jams and dancing helps u to remember that there is so much joy left in the world ! and that u can create it for urself !
Apr 25, 2024
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I usually do this like,, morning of an exam or something where I have to wake up and feel good quick smart. should be dancing so hard that after two songs youāre kinda pooped. High energy songs ofc, preferably that u love and can try sing along to!
Feb 10, 2024
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sometimes u just gotta wiggle and groove
Mar 1, 2024
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Rejection is the worst thing that can happen, and tbh it isn't really THAT bad.
Sep 2, 2024
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Honestly, it feels kinda liberating š§āāļø
Most of the people I had on there were my high school friends. Ever since I moved to a different country for uni, weāve naturally drifted apart. We donāt really keep in touch anymore, whether itās video calls, texting, or anything else.
I kept it for so long because I thought it would be nice to see what my high school friends were up to and maybe update them on my life too. But after some serious journaling and being honest with myself, I realised thereās really no point in holding on to it anymore.
I was keeping it around to give myself a sense of false hopeāhoping that one day weād reconnect and things would go back to how they were. But deep down, I know the chances of that are pretty slim.
Weāve all moved on and grown in different directions, and thatās okay.
Aug 8, 2024
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So, I'm just 10 days away from graduation, and today I was journaling, reflecting on my university journey. It's honestly mind-blowing to realise that I've gone through three years of university without being part of one of those friend groups you see everywhereāthose tight-knit circles that attend classes together, study together, eat together. I did all of that solo. It's not to boast or anything; I just can't help but feel like I might have missed out on what many consider "the best part of their uni life."
To be clear, I do have uni friends (all two of them), but it's not like we do things together much. Maybe I'll visit one of them once or twice a month. So yeah, I'm feeling a bit conflicted about it all. And I can already imagine how awkward it might be at the graduation ceremony when everyone else has flowers and gifts, and there I am, standing alone (it's kind of funny to think about, tbh).
Overall, I think I struggle with making friends in general. It's not because I'm standoffish or anything like that; I just take a while to open up and let my guard down. I'm not great at small talk or joking around with people I've just met. Anyway, I'm not sure why I'm writing all this here, but I think I'll copy it into my journal now.
Jun 29, 2024