Despite my tough guy persona, I am an avid shoegaze enjoyer. My favorites are the typical surface level first âwaveâ of shoegaze i.e. Slowdive, MBV, Lush, Chapterhouse, Swirlie, Drop Nineteens, etc. I could go on⌠but thereâs other things to discuss. For Slowdive fans, such as myself, I was delighted to find their demos prior to their formation as Slowdive, when they went by âThe Pumpkin Fairiesâ. The tape consists of six songs, most of which have a strong Velvet Underground influence prevalent within the songs (especially considering one of the tracks is a cover of âStephanie Saysâ amongst other more contemporary acts such as The Jesus And Mary Chain, early MBV etc. This tape holds a special place in my heart as the energy and sound of the band was almost entirely different than their well known records such as Souvlaki, Just For A Day, Pygmalion etc. I have an affinity towards demos in general, however this one in particular, I find the unpolished rendering sends me into a realm where Iâm surrounded by a beautiful wave of noise. I recommend the documentary, seriously, titled âBeautiful Noiseâ by Eric Green. The film retrospectively examines three fundamental rock bandsâCocteau Twins, The Jesus and Mary Chain, and My Bloody Valentineâand their influence on shoegazing and other alternative rock genres. Another great documentary on Slowdive in particular, is Pitchfork Classicâs: Slowdive - Souvlaki, which covers the history of the band prior to their biggest record, the negative reception from critics, and their legacy.