i was a "have so much potential person" now i just stopped doing all things that makes it real. its fucked up how these people loves to call us with these stupid title like a "gifted kid" or whatsoever, i mean it only make a lot of us delusional. now every things that i used to do just makes me angry, disappointed, and unhappy.
i wish i can redeem myself and find things im passionate about and have a normal easy life that is filled with things that makes me happy.