hiii i have found it is so easy to spiral when thinking about the way things are or the way they went. it is easy 2 lose yrself in a stream of whatifs forever ever with no end but just for a day when i let myself live in the present the world was clearer than it had been in years! i think you should do that more. let things go and enjoy in the present. you deserve to live
these r the rocks i found. remember the past, accept it, focus on what u want in the present. i love you and i love being alive