I can get really high in the air but it is strenous and kind of scary to maintain the motion because I don’t want to fall. I literally am flapping my arms hard and fast and my body feels heavy but i continue ascending like a fat pigeon. I did lucid dream when I was younger and I would control them through verbal commands, so half of the time when I’d fly in the lucid dream I would be magically floating (less effective, tried to command myself out of the earths atmosphere above my house and was warned/turned back by a benevolent spirit) and half of the time I would turn myself into a crow and flap my wings which is where I think this comes from. Turning into the crow was scary because I would experience growing feathers and a beak and couldnt talk anymore, so I couldn’t command myself out of crow form.