I healed a lot of attachment issues and it is a lot of work you need to do, coupled with the healing that can only be done through relationship.
First and foremost, our attachment issues always start with our parents. Sorry about it. You are going to have to go into the pain of not getting what you needed in childhood. Even the best parents with the best intentions donât always get it right.
Once you not only understand where it comes from, but also free up some of the emotional space it is taking up, you can begin the process of becoming very aware of the thoughts and feelings that come up when you become fearful or avoidant. This is probably the heaviest part of the work. You are going to have to question all of your thoughts and feelings. Having a therapist you are working with can be really helpful in this process because they simply can provide an outside perspective.
Letâs say you have a wound from being cheated on in the past, and your partner is not texting you back right away and you start to spiral. first, you need to take some deep breaths and regulate yourself. Then you need to start questioning. Has this person given you a reason to not trust them? do you still have feelings you need to feel regarding the last time you were hurt? What is the fear? Are there actually things you need to discuss with your partner? The more you are able to question, the more discerning you can be on what is your intuition and what is your wounding. A personal story: I still have anxiety that comes up when my husband works late. It is both that I think he is dead, or that he could potentially be cheating on me. I know exactly where those fears come from (thanks dad!), and there is literally no reason to believe that they would be true. I literally imagine those thoughts as a younger version of myself, and I visualize giving that part of me a lot of love. I am regulating myself by imagining me regulating with child me.
A big thing for me was going slowly in relationships and really becoming more aware of red flags. You are never going to find a perfect person, but there are things that will be an obvious issue for you. On the other hand, there are issues that can be resolved with communication. Us avoidant types donât want to be in that process, but that process is important. Unfortunately, the only way that you can learn to be trusting in relationships by practicing being trusting in relationships.
TLDR: focus on healing and exploring with yourself first, then slowly work to be in relationship.
Jul 9, 2024
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I fear that the anxious attachers (myself) who are deeply devoted to doing inner work to embrace a more level-headed presence and invitation, want so badly to empathize and understand their partnersâ (avoidant) tendencies. Not to villainize them, and not to negate their own emotional experience but to understand that conscious (even karmic opposite attachment relationships) activate these wounds for deeper reasons than maybe we can comprehend.
The hardest part is knowing that youâre putting into the emotional energy economy, making your counterpart aware of this, and that they are also aware of what needs to change but are in a stalemate frozen with fear of failing, or being imperfect or letting the connection deepen into deeply devoted unveiled love. That is the complexity because love exists very clearly, softly, sillyâly and perhaps often, inconsistently, so itâs difficult to know when to keep grasping for more, and letting them open up to their own journey and walking, maybe even guiding them alongside of the emotional healing because we know what itâs like to be tortured of our emotional hearts and vulnerability.
Iâm 25, almost 26 and this is the most conscious partnership Iâve ever been in, but we are constantly doing healing work, having difficult conversations, feeling tension, love, expansion, connection and shared wisdom and warmth, and many things on the internet or in books tell you to walk away from it even if it sometimes gives you what you want, but for me I just donât know if Iâm at that space yet.
I want to watch him heal, and I want to heal more of myself, even if Iâve already done so much work. Like I want someone integrating their shadows into the light with me, because Iâm not a surface-level human, this digging and re-planting, death and rebirth. Is this what relationships are about or do people like me (anxious attacherâs) just stay longer because their hearts are more open, hopeful and wishing?
Jun 23, 2025
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Not to add fuel to anyoneâs avoidant attachment, cuz human connection can be the most rewarding experience and I have some incredible people in my life, but being in any kind of unhealthy/mismatched relationship is the most exhausting experience. It takes up far more of your mental energy than you even realize, especially if youâre someone who can lean anxiously attached and tries to ârepairâ these relationships â like me.
Sometimes you can work out differences with some honest communication, but sometimes it is far better to de-escalate or end things, recognizing that some people have different values or are in such a different place where a long-term connection just isnât possible â or at least possible, right now.
Be honest with yourself and each other when a relationship feels exhausting â romantic or platonic â and if youâre not certain what you need, take some space to clear your head and find your own inner voice again. It might be trying to tell you something if you take the time to listen.
May 28, 2025
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first and foremost, you definitely shouldnât stop talking about it, if thatâs what you want to do. if something is on your mind and you want to express it, i feel like the harmful thing to do would be to bottle it up! just keep talking about it as much as you feel you need to and i can guarantee you that, over time, itâll plague you less and less. eventually itâll just become another aspect of your life youâve successfully grown and learned from!
my advice re: getting back out there is to simply take it slow. be observant for any red flags that you think could be indicative of a larger issue. also, make your core values clear from day 1! if someone really wants to be in your life, theyâll make it clear that they hold similar values :)
also, be sure to set your boundaries. be honest about your past and let them know that youâre still healing from it. any genuinely empathetic human being will internalize what you shared with them and be understanding!
overall, iâd urge you to remember that most people are not like your ex; most people want to cultivate healthy and loving relationships! i canât imagine what youâve had to endure - but thankfully you get to go out there and meet the person who deserves your love !! itâs super exciting !! woo!!!!
best of luck âșïž
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