last night i ran out of my sleeping pills and I can’t sleep at ALL without them so I desperately searched my whole room just in case one was hiding. I rly needed to be rested for meetings and doctors appts so luckily I found a pill in my nightstand that looked about the same and took it.
I got into bed and closed my eyes but noticed that 6 different songs had started playing in my head at the same time to the point where I developed a headache from my own internal noise. then i got so incredibly wired that I had to pace back and forth in my room from 2am until 7am.
instead of a sleeping pill i took methylphenidate which is virtually cocaine in pill form
