I remember it so clearly, in the cold mercury lamp light on a chilly fall evening. The stones of the steps were really cold and I was 12 or 13.
It was quick but I was excited because I felt I loved her. I did.
I remember the walk home- beaming in main character mode.
I just saw her for the first time in over a decade about a week or two ago and remembered all of these feelings from 17 years ago
Oct 17, 2024
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It was such a big deal to me I kept the train ticket I bought to go over to her house. I might still have it somewhere, I tend not to throw anything of sentimental value out.
It was a pretty good experience. Doesn't feel like 8 years ago.
Mar 5, 2025
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It was such a big deal to me I kept the train ticket I bought to go over to her house. I might still have it somewhere, I tend not to throw anything of sentimental value out.
It was a pretty good experience. Doesn't feel like 8 years ago.
Mar 5, 2025
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i miss it!!! i miss the carefree nature and that thing where people say the biggest worry you have is the next math test… i miss how silly and stupid i was and how i didn’t care about what people thought!!! missing her so much rn… want her back sooo bad but it’s been too many years… i hope i am serving her well
Feb 25, 2024
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when you're sitting alone in public, feeling at peace with being another person in all of which is; observing the motion around you
Feb 28, 2024
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i don't limit love to just a romantic partner. I have a queer platonic life partner (long word for my best friend) whom I love muchly. I have many people I love in different capacities, but no one in particular currently that I share a romantic love with!
I keep my heart open to allowing love to meet us where we're at, to which capacity it evolves to
May 14, 2024
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the bit is my entire personality
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