All I can say is that I know how it feels when you most definitely have not found it: hollow and always wanting for more, looking down the barrel of the rest of your life and wondering if this is what it's always going to be like. I’ve only begun recently within the past year or so to examine all of the ways in which I’ve betrayed my authentic self and the ways I’ve sought dull flat dutiful comfort out of fear of uncertainty and what I’ve lost from that.
So I’ll let you know when I get there ;) 💋
