insane how humans have assigned so much meaning to different frequencies, tones, and words that songs have the capability to energize you, make you laugh, make you cry, change your perspective
that is so. flipping AWESOME!
Sometimes I hear a melody or harmony or rhythm thats so sweet or brilliant or grooving that I get almost mad. A brew of hope, jelousy, and pure apreciaton wells in my stomache crescendoing to a twisted face hanging off a dancing head.
1) i don’t need to be on the lookout for bugs. not my problem
2) it almost is like replicating the feeling of the womb?
3) i am just constantly so overstimulated so like instead having to Seek stimulation (via the shower water, reaching around for my shampoo and stuff) is really nice
yes i have a compliment journal HAHA
i am just so difficult on myself and whenever people compliment me i think they’re lying/just saying it to be kind
but i’ve been writing them down lately in a journal i have to celebrate that even if they are Lying (which people never are btw and i’m working on believing that) they at least took the time to notice u to formulate this compliment
holding space for being noticed and allowing yourself to be appreciated!
and it’s not because i feel superior to others by keeping a prized possession to myself
but because i prize it enough to preserve its experience to only be mine when so much of what i do is shared?
