i just can’t do it! i feel like i’m a robot pretending to be a human. only everyone sees right through me and just think i’m weird, unlikable and constantly contradicting myself. i can’t really tell the truth that i’m simply autistic (which let’s be honest not gonna do me any favors in the eyes of hr), or pretend to be ‘normal’ because i‘m not able to mask anymore
besides the job is really nice and suitable for someone like me
oh i really hope i get 😩
