it’s wet and hot and sometimes when the light shines through the window it creates mesmerizing ripples. i also have a disco ball planter in here that i definitely don’t hate. thank goodness there’s natural sunlight in this bathroom, i’ve lived in so many places without it and it feels almost like a luxury now✿ also there’s a shelf i rest my head back on that my cats like to lay on
i have tons of arts & crafts supplies, sensory toys like play dough & slime, a nature box for grounding with cool rocks & seeds, aromatherapy (candles, incense, essential oil diffuser), floor pillows, cozy lighting and plushies galore, plus two cats
i looove looking at people‘s notebooks and journals all scribbled out and lived in. i like buy a million notebooks and always think i’ll use them but really they’re just empty and stacked up in my closet. like have you seen some of these bullet journals and how artistic the formatting and pretty pictures and writing are?? it’s so creative, i think it’s hard for me to get things out of my brain and to like convey them onto or into some sort of material. my friend has the most beautiful writing i’ve ever seen and puts all of her thoughts into a journal and she thinks it’s completely normal whereas i think it’s something absolutely fantastic! it’s not anything less than extraordinary to me, i admire it terribly.
i don’t know if it’s my attention-deficit or my bp-2 but the follow through is the hardest part for me. i know there’s definitely some low-confidence and accountability involved on my end that get in the way but that executive dysfunction just does me in. thank goodness for my people pleasing ways, i rarely have issues doing things if it’s for others, i barely think twice, like no questions asked, i just genuinely want to make everyone happy. i’m also really bad at establishing my own boundaries lol.
but anyway!! journals and pretty writing and formatting, i love them so much.𐐪𐑂✿
is to surprise him with a trip to hawaii. i get a pretty good chunk of allowance if i pick up an extra shift or three and come may he’ll understand why. it’s literally one of the only things that keep me giddy, i can’t wait to surprise him. and then coming me saving for italy with one of my besties in october.🥰
