Stop fucking stressing you are literally questioning yourself on a daily basis in order to improve yourself and be better than yesterday!
Do you know how many people do that ? Well not that much !
So stop thinking of yourself as “not worthy “ stop thinking that you are behind, yes you made some mistakes you made some bad decisions but look at you ! Looking everywhere for solutions, trying your best to be the best version of yourself, trying to have atleast a 10 year plan, being a mentor for your little sister so she could avoid every little mistake you made !
And even with all the bad things that happen you never stopped being good and you never wished bad for anyone, you always get happy and embrace your friends for their achievements! Now it’s your time to look at yours and celebrate yourself !