taking adhd medication has improved my life an unexplainable amount. before that the only motivator I had to be productive was pressure, and deadlines. this is one of the things that led to the probably inevitable breakdown of my body and energy systems that left me unable to do basically anything. since that I have learnt that, without my medication, the only way to really be productive is to rest A LOT, and it is only after allowing yourself to do nothing for a really long time that I actually did things because i wanted to. (For example, during lockdown and after an illness induced withdrawal from the world, I had two stories published, started and maintained a poetry business, and wrote my record. humans (and especially I think non-neurotypical people) are made to rest work rest work not just work work work, and in huge peaks and troughs that span the seasons, rather than a work week. But the world (outside of forced rest through disability and global pandemics) doesn’t allow for this, so take the adhd meds if you need ok?