I resonated with the last sentence in particular. Neurotypical people seem to just be able to... do things? It's truly wild how they are able to keep up. I think ADHD could be something to rule out?! I'm getting a psychiatric appointment this Friday π€
Put on the robe, turn on adult swim or whatever, crank the ac, eat a late night snack in one bed and sleep in the other. The freedom of impersonal liminal space.