this morning in wisconsin there was a -30F wind chill. i’m sick and used to think i needed coddling like an actual baby but now i think i’ve joined the church of FUCKING WITH TEMPERATURE to fix the body. i.e. it feels important to get oneself hot and cold often and will that make me stronger? i walked down to the lake which is starting to freeze and develop its own low ominous clouds and haze look!!! the phenomenon that is the lake! the way god freezes over an entire lake and whips wind all around you!!!