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Especially when someone forces you to go on a crazy one that extends past the earths barrier and brings you on 10 loop do loops. It’s not even about a fear of heights, it’s just never that fun for some people!! The adrenaline makes me feel like I’m on the verge of death.
Not to mention the waiting in line with fear grumbling in ur chest while ur friends r excited for the rollercoaster. It’s never worth it.
NO I do not want to go on that rollercoaster.
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Feeling scared.
I’m scared of Whole Foods. I’m scared of claustrophobia and of wide open spaces. I’m scared of kneeling on the floor, scared of bleeding and of bruises. I’m scared of research and of door latches and locksmiths and their drills. I’m scared of all the days of the week except for Thursday. At least I used to be before Thursday came and smiled and showed me her claws too. I’m scared of islands and of mountains and of soft sand beaches. I’m scared of trails and of highways and homesteads and high rises. I’m scared of plastic and of metal and shoepolish and crayola tempura paint. I’m scared of sugar and of lemons and plates that spark in the microwave. We used to eat off of Elvis’s face, serve salad on The Kiss, used to kiss on the couch but I’m scared of that too now. I’m scared of factories and farms, greenhouses and your little fire escape. Scared of pencils and switchblades and feather boas, feather dusters. I never knew I was allergic to dust until a week ago when they took my blood and spun it twelve times fast.
Feb 4, 2025
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and i don’t want to be scared. i don’t know how many months or how many years i have before my condition spirals out of control. i don’t know how much time i have left to live a normal life or pretend as if im living a normal life. as a normal person. this should scare me. and it does. but not enough for me to care about the things that really matter. i constantly find myself wallowing in the wait of this spiral. and i don’t want to wallow anymore. it’s difficult not to wallow.
Dec 24, 2024
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