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From the moment I met you, all those years ago, not a day has gone by when I haven't thought of you. And now that I'm with you again... I'm in agony. The closer I get to you, the worse it gets. The thought of not being with you- I can't breathe. I'm haunted by the kiss that you should never have given me. My heart is beating... hoping that kiss will not become a scar. You are in my very soul, tormenting me... what can I do?- I will do anything you ask.
THIS IS HOW I LOVE
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You listen to me, you do what i say. I am the boss in this situation. I tell you how unfortunate you are to be with someone like me. You carry yourself oh so well. I am surprised that you can still fit in those jeans. We kiss every time, It almost feels like I am pretending to be someone else. We are better together than apart, Then again I know your with me because you like my ass, my lips, my eyes. Things that you see but also everything else that no one sees, And those things remain our little secret. I smile when I hear your name or when I think about all the ways it is going to kill me to say it is over.
Dec 10, 2024
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Lemons on the trees and on the ground... Pompeii in the distance
Fall in love again and again
Fall in love again and again
Fall in love again and again
Fall in love again and again
Fall in love again and again
But also So I
Always on my mind (Every day, every night)
Your star burns so bright (Why did I push you away?)
I was scared sometimes
You had a power like a lightning strike
Jun 7, 2024
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1) the french word for 'orgasm' is 'la petite mort' which is a) feminine and b) translates directly to 'a little death'
2) that scene in the adventure time miniseries stakes when princess bubblegum is talking to marceline and cradling her face and says 'i care about you... and when you die, i'm gonna be the one to put you in the ground'
3) cannibalism media and the idea that to consume someone, even in harming them, is the way you express love for them, because that's the way you get to be closest for them
3a) yellowjackets
3b) that song breezeblocks by alt j with that lyric 'please don't go ill eat you whole / please don't go i love you so'
3c) freud's distinction btwn mourning and melancholia - where mourning is where you healthily deal with a loss by realizing that the thing you lost is separate from you, and melancholia is the thing where you cant deal with a loss and internalize the thing that you lost, and in becoming that thing refuse to acknowledge its disappearance
4) crush by richard siken, specifically 'because you want die for love, you always have... you're going to die in your best friend's arms' (richard siken is my hero even though he cyber harassed me over email for two days straight)
5) how phoebe bridgers sings 'im gonna kill you but please don't beat me to it'
5a) how i listened to that song over and over after my ex friend died (ex friend and not friend bc they did some messed up stuff so much that i could have wanted to kill them but they beat me to it)
Jan 5, 2024
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Like Bruce Springsteen
Jan 24, 2024
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When the bar or venue or whatever is underground and you have to descend into the place because you can say some shit like “We are entering the seedy underbelly of this wicked city” “You know,” *cig drag* “crime is only a left-handed form of human endeavor.”
And then your friends can be like “Viv, you can’t smoke inside Dude also where the fuck did you find a pipe and a fedora What are you even saying” Giving you the opportunity to respond with a
“Beat it toots, you’re too pretty for these streets anyhow”
Then you remember your friend already offered to pay for the Uber XL home and you have like 11 bucks so you drop the bit but the sentiment is still there below the surface
Jan 29, 2024