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my first kiss was at 18 with my ex. he was the tallest person i'd ever met in my life. the art building had mildewy carpet and the lights were all going out, one by one. i wasn't really supposed to be in there; i was an english major. when c kissed me i thought i would only ever kiss one person for the rest of my life, and that person was him.
even though i am sure i was super bad at it and didn't know what to do with my tongue, i think i am pretty good at kissing now, though it would probably be in my best interest to ask people to participate in a survey of some sort. 1) when did we kiss 2) can u describe anything i did while kissing 3) did my breath smell okay 4) would u kiss me again 5) how long did we kiss for / why did we stop 6) how would u rate me on a scale of most memorable kisses vs. least memorable 7) if there were anything u would change about the experience what would it be and why
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The first kiss that came to mind wasn’t really a kiss, but was important to me at the time. I must have been in 5th grade, and I was at the local pool when someone told me this cute 6th grader wanted to kiss me. I made him come ask me himself lol, but I was too scared so I said I’d only do it underwater. It was cute. We proceeded to be bf/gf but literally never spoke. Regardless, my AIM profile said big and bold I LOVE AJ SOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!! A month or two later he broke up with my via my brother. I was heartbroken for maybe a half an hour, when I came to and realized that I was being over dramatic. Then I didn’t care and moved on to my next obsession.
I then thought my first kiss kiss came in 8th grade while watching the Exorcist in my basement with a bunch of friends. It was not enjoyable, for the record. But my first kiss actually was with one of my three best friends in 7th grade. We went through this phase where we would pitch a tent in our backyards and we did a lot of things our parents probably wouldn’t like. “Practicing” kissing one another was a regular thing. I think it’s safe to say we actually just enjoyed kissing each other 🤷♀️
Anyway, I still love kissing. I think it’s just so fun!!!
Oct 16, 2024
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My first kiss was with my prom date when I was 18. The lead-up to prom had been somewhat stressful, because her mom was slightly homophobic and very overprotective, so we weren't able to get prom pictures together with the group. We were able to sit next to each other at the pre-prom dinner and slow dance that night, though! After the dance, we were both waiting awkwardly in the lobby for our rides. She said something that alluded to the fact that she wanted to kiss me. Unfortunately, I was completely oblivious, so I didn't catch the hint. I excused myself to use the bathroom and told her I'd be right back. It was only after I'd hiked up my prom dress and was mid-pee that it clicked in my head. I finished up and came back out going "Oh my God, I'm so sorry, I just understood what you said earlier and yes, please do!" It ended up only being a quick peck on the lips because I was terrified of intimacy. That was the first time I'd ever been kissed on the lips, so it was still very sweet and significant to me. I didn't do anything more than a peck until I was 22, so I'm still hoping to progress in that area!
Oct 17, 2024
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so if I'm being totally honest about the timing of the first kiss then I have to dial way back to second grade. I wasn't expecting the kiss. Didn't see it coming. It happened in Mrs. P's classroom. Suddenly JB was in front of me and she tiptoed up and kissed me and that was it. Caught me totally off guard, not even sure that I had participated. It really happened out of the blue: No notes had been exchanged. No curious declarations of "liking" had been put out there. It just happened.
Yes, I know what everyone is thinking: I was kissed without consent and that's really problematic. And yes, absolutely it is problematic, I do see that now — but at the time I just felt really darn lucky.
It stuck with me for a long time. The next kiss would be nine years later. (11th grade!) So I got a lot of mileage out of that first one.
Oct 16, 2024
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you should try to have more pleasant experiences. for instance i'm reading JJK for the first time. i am also trying to join my students in writing an 80-page MS over the course of the next 8 months. i am unsure whether posting on here will bring me more happiness, or less, and also it's making me think of substack, which i have generally neglected. so now i'll make an effort to post on everything until i get bored.
Jan 24, 2024
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do it hard!
Jan 27, 2024
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cos this is what yall wanted right
to me not give af
Feb 9, 2024