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Granted it was weed and not nicotine, I haven’t vaped in like 21 days and feel so much better for it. Its strange how it happened, though. I literally woke up one day and was like……..nah
Feb 27, 2024
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So difficult, but definitely for the best.
Nov 15, 2023
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i have a vape again, it's been a year and a half since I've had my own. sometimes i take little hits from my friends when we're out drinking but this time i got my own. well i got one with my friend but she asked me to keep it since she doesn't trust herself. i said i didn't trust myself either. sometimes when i think about nicotine too hard i feel tingles in my body. i hit the vape while sober Today and it sucked. it tasted gross and made my head hurt. it did not make me crave more. i thought id never not love nicotine, and i guess i would've felt proud of myself for not wanting it, but i feel weird and sad. i still love a cigarette here and there, i have a Ritual for cigarettes. i never had a ritual for vapes just a desperate and pathetic attachment. i don't know how to emotionally process expecting myself to fall back into unhealthy addictive habits but actually discovering i don't feel that way anymore. so now i have this vape that's gross and i don't really want it and that's good but i'm also kind of mad because some stress relief and dopamine would be nice eight now but it's not giving me that anymore.
Sep 3, 2024
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by smoking cigarettes again.
Apr 25, 2024
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It will usually end up being the spark to a lovely moment or conversation
May 15, 2024
The amount of times my brain says “it’s over & you aren’t going to make it” is not good
May 6, 2024