this recommendation may include:
countless pages of journal entries, playlists unfinished, messages unsent because you don’t want to be annoying, wishing on stars that you can’t see from your window that faces an alleyway, the chill in your bones when the wrong (or right) word is uttered from across the street by strangers who could never even attempt to know what it means to you, the feeling of the mind overtaking the heart overtaking the mind, looking at the crystals on your nightstand and telling them to do their thing, whatever that thing is, wanting to throw a ball of yarn into the sky and hoping it unravels at the right doorstep with your own heart and soul tied to it by a simple boy scout knot
and begging the universe to give you an easy work day so you can relive this feeling again tomorrow