I‘m going insane because im so scared about it. I am scared im going to embarrass myself. I am scared im going to be lonely. I’m scared im going to fall in with the wrong people. Im scared of detachment and scared of new teachers. I’m scared im going to look stupid next to all the people there cuz its a really good school. I dont know how i got in im only good in math. 💔
this has been a lil dump cuz im so anxious all the time 😭🥲
moving to a random area where i don’t know anyone. all i can think about is i need to learn how to give myself the heimlich. just throwing myself into a table or some shit.
We all naturally fear change, but i’m less afraid of failing than i am of succeeding bc i know it comes with losing a lot. i dont wanna lose more than i have. I feel like everything’s gonna change for the best atm and i’m horrified
I feel like it’s crowded with pictures. When i try to scroll there for a few minutes i feel like my head is about to burst from all the meaningless photos. I honestly feel overwhelmed 💔