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moving to a random area where i don’t know anyone. all i can think about is i need to learn how to give myself the heimlich. just throwing myself into a table or some shit.
Sep 19, 2024
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oh brother how has it come to this!!! surely i cannot be alone when it comes to being randomly ASSAULTED with a weighted blanket of stress, due to truly nothing at all. couldn’t even tell u if i tried, yet here i am, gobsmacked, my mothers child, distraught. sutured to the couch like a mouse on a glue trap
Mar 31, 2024
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I‘m going insane because im so scared about it. I am scared im going to embarrass myself. I am scared im going to be lonely. I’m scared im going to fall in with the wrong people. Im scared of detachment and scared of new teachers. I’m scared im going to look stupid next to all the people there cuz its a really good school. I dont know how i got in im only good in math. 💔
this has been a lil dump cuz im so anxious all the time 😭🥲
Jun 23, 2024
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Feeling scared.
I’m scared of Whole Foods. I’m scared of claustrophobia and of wide open spaces. I’m scared of kneeling on the floor, scared of bleeding and of bruises. I’m scared of research and of door latches and locksmiths and their drills. I’m scared of all the days of the week except for Thursday. At least I used to be before Thursday came and smiled and showed me her claws too. I’m scared of islands and of mountains and of soft sand beaches. I’m scared of trails and of highways and homesteads and high rises. I’m scared of plastic and of metal and shoepolish and crayola tempura paint. I’m scared of sugar and of lemons and plates that spark in the microwave. We used to eat off of Elvis’s face, serve salad on The Kiss, used to kiss on the couch but I’m scared of that too now. I’m scared of factories and farms, greenhouses and your little fire escape. Scared of pencils and switchblades and feather boas, feather dusters. I never knew I was allergic to dust until a week ago when they took my blood and spun it twelve times fast.
Feb 4, 2025
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especially from smaller artists. when you go to a show, buy their CDs! buy their vinyls! this is their livelihood. support your local bands (if they sound good). and once you hear that shit on your record player it will sound 100x better than spotify. and you’ll have it forever (who knows what will happen to streaming).
Sep 19, 2024
obsessed with the lighting…. the mystery plot… go watch some beautiful people in the 40s make a wonderful film. they just don’t so it like this anymore.
Oct 23, 2024
😋😋😋 paired perfect with a trader joe’s fall candle & football sunday… i love fall, so let’s cook squash & feel the spirit!! recipe doesn’t take tooo long & it’s totally worth it.
Sep 30, 2024