I think probably the most brilliant game. To me playing chess is sort of a return to my childhood. I randomly had the thought about 6 months ago like “why don’t i just start to play chess again?” and I am happy I did. also didn’t realize how many dear friends of mines were also chess fanatics until I started playing more… I think when you just really dive into little things you enjoy you get rewarded for it. Chess is awesome and it works your brain.
Such a fun game, even when im getting beaten I still enjoy playing. I am not good yet but I am learning quickly and have executed some solid tactics and #’s. I haven‘t played since I was young.
I‘m going insane because im so scared about it. I am scared im going to embarrass myself. I am scared im going to be lonely. I’m scared im going to fall in with the wrong people. Im scared of detachment and scared of new teachers. I’m scared im going to look stupid next to all the people there cuz its a really good school. I dont know how i got in im only good in math. 💔
this has been a lil dump cuz im so anxious all the time 😭🥲