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I’m so emotional All the time, I find myself complaining and just being a downer. I am starting to take action over things that are bothering me. taking action and accountability is something I’m all for doing but just something I’m not used to and it’s a little overwhelming for me i get scared to and then I over complain about it all and it becomes a much more bigger thing. it’s starting to affect me and my relationships. and I care about the people in my life so much I want to change and be a better person for them and my myself.
Have a wonderful day I just needed to say this somewhere.
Oct 10, 2024
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as a self-claimed lover of loved, beloved of all (it’s acc what my full name means so maybe my fam created this character trait for me idk) — people be testing you.
people be inherently projecting their own problems, contingencies against thr faith of all things good, and you are left unassembling and cleaning up shit in an apartment that you haven’t lived in since June (damage deposit of peeling paint and tired souls)
It’s so hard to continue the path of grace, to be ‘the better person’ — so much of my life, I’ve contained my rage, bottled it into journal-entry analyses of ‘how to be a better person’
sometimes tho… I want to rip everything to shreds. Shout FUCK YOU not to the void of my car on long pursuits of unhappiness down the highway, but to the people who made me question my ability to love, to feel love.
I hate it all. but I gotta keep moving forward 🌧️😴➡️💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥😜🙂🤞🏾
Aug 30, 2024
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This year has been tough as I’ve been working on myself. the biggest thing I struggle with is patience.
I’ve noticed that we react so quickly sometimes, good or bad, instead of processing things and having a clear idea.
With me, I noticed when someone is learning something new, I get impatient and want to tell them how to do it versus letting them figure it out.
Ive felt and noticed that I’m rushing too much. To get to work, to go home, to get ready, to go to the gym, to finish a task, etc. I don’t take in the day or smell the flowers. I don’t let time remain as is because I am trying my best to get so much done before the sun goes down.
Over the past 5 months, I started to change my pace. I timed my days better to allow me to take in more details. I noticed things clearly for what they were and not shrugging them off as usual.
I’m still learning and practicing a slower pace. I remain in my bubble, but aware of my actions and thoughts. Aware of when my patience becomes non existent and when it’s not enough.
And no matter where I go or who I’m with, I remind myself: be patient.
Dec 19, 2024
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I have really delayed so much of my healing by clinging to certain people or ideas, forgetting that life doesn’t often turn out the way that you imagine. (It can be better than you imagine if you simply let it happen!!) I have been living my life in devotion to “what-ifs” and half baked desires instead of just enjoying who I am, what I have and what’s in front of me. No more of that!!! What good can come out of forcing it? I’m trying to go with the flow and give myself permission to change and accept the change around me and be happy.
Oct 24, 2024
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i wanted to show off all my buttons so I would wear them more often, I found myself not using cool pins I owned because I could not see them. I have too many god damn tote Bags.
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Nov 19, 2024
I love that movie so much and I’ve been wanting to recreate it for so long, I had a lot of fun gathering all the foods and writing with mustard and such. Will post more photos of the foods later. video will most likely be out end of October!
Oct 2, 2024