after 2 months smoke free i have decided i will treat myself tomorrow to another pack of cigarettes. all because a cute guy in my class said he had a smoke this morning b4 class, and since then all i can think about is having a cig. i lost the battle.
Oct 11, 2024

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really trying not to take this as a sign to join you in having a celebratory cig tomorrow for being 2 weeks stone-cold sober (minus caffeine, im only human after all)
Oct 11, 2024
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siggi761 yk youre so right, and i personally think you should reward yourself along with me tomorrow by setting yourself back
Oct 11, 2024
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is this a plea for intervention or a declaration of free will?
Oct 11, 2024
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mattshawsome i fear its farther beyond the both of these things....this is me...being stupid-
Oct 11, 2024
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oceanof_ "this is me" !! — something about those three words carry power (regardless of the context)
Oct 11, 2024
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mattshawsome even in my worst of times you saw the best of me- when i have my celebratory cig tomorrow i will think of you!
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my last “break up” was from a situationship with a guy who i would regularly stay up all night with, chain smoking and talking about every damn thing under the sun. i would often wake up the next day feeling swollen and raspy and like i was doing way too much of a “good” thing. i could never resist him or those damn cigs. when he broke things off unceremoniously, i decided to sever the attachment to my other unhealthy habit at the same time. i haven’t touched a cigarette since.
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i open my pack of cig and i luckily found just the one last cig in there… makes me EXTREMELY grateful to be alive. Life's GOOD.
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