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i did, in fact, make myself cry when she left thinking about how we probably have no future together bc she’s poly and I am a jealous fool, hopeless romantic, etc And yet I will continue to torture myself imagining one nonetheless ! I am nothing if not committed to my self-inflicted suffering. And that is precisely what thanksgiving is all about.
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