What do you mean my birth chart is a map of this life and that I chose to take human form to experience pain and things like a 4 month soul consuming relationship with someone I actually genuinely thought I had a future with and was the love of my life for it to almost destroy and break down all these things in my life to the point where I just don’t even know what the fuck is going on anymore I’m stuck on a spiral thought pattern and need to figure out how to evolve past all of this which I always do. I’m better at handling the loss than I am at staying and making it work.
