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a couple of my friends shared some photos from their childhood and high schools days and i started sobbing…like really hard. this was all over text thankfully
what got me was being able to see their facial features in their childhood photos and now every time i look at them i think of them as a little baby and i think about how much i want to hold them and. ugh. i might cry again
Feb 2, 2025
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hey y'all, i'm kinda in my feelings currently. my childhood best friend, who i do not keep in touch with anymore, had a baby. she didn't post once about the pregnancy, i found out when she posted a photo of her fresh-out-the-womb newborn. for context, she has another child who she had at 16. while i'm not privy to the whole situation, for the past few years that child (who's now 10) has not been living with her as the primary caretaker, but rather her grandmother (my friend's mom whom i was also super close with growing up). and idk... it's just making me really sad. having another kid with a man you've been moving around the country with (just the two of them), posting about the marriage 8 months after it happened.... it's all just really weird to me. we were best friends for 10 years before she moved to texas from ma. for many years after that, we kept in touch, i've met her first child several times, but the past few years we haven't kept in touch. and i really don't want to, to be honest. i just miss the person i knew her as, and needed to regurgitate my thoughts somewhere. here's a photo of us from the first year we became besties, how many wonderful and sweet memories we had.
Mar 5, 2025
reminding me that high school was 10 years ago and making me feel old (who is that, why is she literally a child, and how did she become the person typing this today, not ok)
Sep 12, 2024
recently I found some old family photos that I hadn’t looked at in a few years. of my parents, and their parents and even one of my great grandfather (who had amazing cheekbones….) and a lot of photos of young me. there was one of my grandmother standing in front of her school with classmates and just looking Exactly like herself only younger and even cheekier and maybe quieter than she is today and I loved seeing how she dressed herself then knowing she is a Recovering Shopaholic now and basically I feel close to her when I remember and tell a story of her. (She is the diva standing 5th from left)
May 8, 2024
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i wanna say 1-2 times a year, i go through everyone i follow in my socials and unfollow anyone who i dont gaf about. and it reveals a lot about how ive changed and grown as a person. i unfollowed a lot of people from high school and it made me feel like a bad person, but there was just no reason to follow them. don’t wish ill will to anyone, just don’t gaf
and i also changed my phone aesthetic and i enjoy looking at something new :)
now i need to go through almost 9k photos…
Feb 2, 2025
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i keep as little on me as humanly possible, which has resulted in my downfall haha.
though i am a student so i also carry a backpack with me, which other than my laptop, hard drive, journals, and writing utensils, is mostly trash.
i appreciate a pair of pants with deep pockets
oh, also occasionally some 🍃
Jan 26, 2025
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one of my favorite albums ever. alt-punk rock banger after banger. very raw and an emotional rollercoaster. don’t listen to it on a bad day lol
Jan 26, 2025