i looove looking at peopleās notebooks and journals all scribbled out and lived in. i like buy a million notebooks and always think iāll use them but really theyāre just empty and stacked up in my closet. like have you seen some of these bullet journals and how artistic the formatting and pretty pictures and writing are?? itās so creative, i think itās hard for me to get things out of my brain and to like convey them onto or into some sort of material. my friend has the most beautiful writing iāve ever seen and puts all of her thoughts into a journal and she thinks itās completely normal whereas i think itās something absolutely fantastic! itās not anything less than extraordinary to me, i admire it terribly.
i donāt know if itās my attention-deficit or my bp-2 but the follow through is the hardest part for me. i know thereās definitely some low-confidence and accountability involved on my end that get in the way but that executive dysfunction just does me in. thank goodness for my people pleasing ways, i rarely have issues doing things if itās for others, i barely think twice, like no questions asked, i just genuinely want to make everyone happy. iām also really bad at establishing my own boundaries lol.
but anyway!! journals and pretty writing and formatting, i love them so much.šŖšāæ
