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please i take it back about the riddles just be real with me like i cant infer anymore i cant read in between the lines im illiterate just look me in the eyes and speak your truth and i will speak mine back i miss you (i need to sleep)
Feb 5, 2025
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i am sick in bed. to lay in your sick is to lay with your self. To lay with your quiet coughing and distorted voices from your phone and footfalls of other bodies in the house moving, shadows underneath the door a certain essence of a person unconfirmed until i open or crack a sliver and then i will know for sure. that it is not a spirit come to whisk me away but a hand knocking to offer me advil. so i dream wistlessly as i lay in my sick and i hope to go be small enough to live in the nests of flowers and plats at the greenhouse. But oh I must have my phone with me and a sketch book and my partner and some clothes- maybe a skirt. maybe i will have wings too and i will go visit friends from corners where they cant fully see me- shadows under the door i could be anything, anyone, until they open
Jan 24, 2024
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I'm sure its all due to my poor diet & sleep, and my body is really starting to feel it. Hopefully once I sleep tonight, i'll wake up brand new and relieved to see that "it was all Monday's fault". I wouldn't be surprised, monday's are usually the worst for me, I can always feel it.
Recently I agreed to sleep over at a friends of mine, I like her, and while I wasn't consciously expecting anything but a fun night, I did hope me and her would spark and burn passionately for a night, I really need that touch, embrace, sweat, kiss. It didn't happen, and that's okay, but for some reason, i'm tired of spending these nights alone. I was really glad to have felt and smelt someones breath as they sleep away. I hope i'm not a weirdo, but I LOVE seeing someones face as they dream, & her cute tattoos sitting peacefully on her arms and thighs put me at ease.
Not enough ease to calm the anxiety bubbling in my stomach, bouncing in my brain, and burning my watery eyes. I didn't sleep at all that night, and I woke up to her telling me she's gotta get ready for a date.
Oct 1, 2024
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When he says, “Maybe you should close your beautiful eyes my beautiful Chase | You can’t imagine how I want to kiss your eyelids” I follow instructions, imagine it and then cry. Works for me! Hope that helps 💋
Apr 28, 2024
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did anyone else do this as a kid when you were in the pool. like I would hit my hand on the surface of the water to make a mass of bubbles and then put my face under to feel them they were like thousands of tiny pearls kissing my skin
Jan 20, 2025
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my podcast roladex (will prob be updated considering the trajectory of the earth):
- emergency intercom
- beersos
- upstairs neighbours
- talk nasty to me
- perfect person
- the broski report
- so true with caleb hearon
- cocteau twinks
- jumping in an elevator (mikes mic)
ok like podcasting is a disease and it is spreading worldwide BUT I LOVE A GOOD PODCAST BETWEEN FRIENDS
they very often pull me out of an anxiety spiral or will ward off the incessant loneliness of depression which is great like why are they lowkey better than ssris🧎♀️🧎♀️
Nov 25, 2024
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keep people on their toes never show them your full hand
maybe this is why my relationships are suffering but idc rn go be a troll under a bridge that won’t let anyone pass unless they solve your riddle
Dec 9, 2024