perhaps if i knew more about god, i would know it’s blasphemous to want answers, and perhaps if i knew more about philosophy, i would know it’s foolish to suggest there are answers.
look at the videos and photos that come up in your feed. what you choose to like and save. this will show you what you believe you lack and what you want more of.
Write down the themes of what you've been watching and figure out what it is you think will be answered in your life if you 'attain' those ideals.
Social media algorithms are so engineered to prey on our deepest desires - it's good to stop and self reflect on what we seek on those platforms.