why do i need two tiny yellow pills every day for my brain to not freak out about every tiny thing? im beyond grateful for these pills, but i also curse their existence, or i guess more so my body’s need for them. im glad that mental healthcare is not as stigmatized as it once was, and me and my friends can take our little pills and feel better everyday. but also, can’t stop wondering why me and all my friends seem to need little pills to feel normal